So while in a relationship someone tells you they are shallow, I say if your as shallow as a kiddy pool and know how to swim you will drown others. Red flags fly, sirens ring loud, and the alarm is on repeat.  I am watching someone I love, learn about relationships, life, hurt, betrayal.  I figure one has to live thru it to learn from it. I warn him, I identify the forseen however, my caution flags go unseen, to be 18.

When love strikes it lights up your soul, it wakes up your senses, you fall in a trance, you cant focus or breath sleep nor eat.  It hurts to be apart but pulls you together too, im opening the door and going on this wild wild ride.

It started with one text one phone call, a dating site and a wait of 50 years. This passionate lover came from Barcelona, Spain. A man with words that over power me. Make love and assault me with desire. My nipples get hard and I climb the walls with his visuals of us together.

His words are playful and strong, sexy yet soft. forceful and gentle , demanding yet alluring. I want to sweat for him than have him lick every drop. I feel his hands clasping mine. His legs wrapping around me his chest behind me, his lips on my neck. He makes me want to make love to him in Italy, fuck him in Paris, roll on the beach with him in Greece, and have him tie me up and whip me in Prague.

Forget everyone else and create our own existence.

I really do not have any preconceptions about our time and our life together all I know is that u spark my heart my creativity and stir my emotions with passion. I am just so drawn to you it’s as if the universe’s magnetic pull is on a constant pulse with you. You are a unique blend of life love and kindness with your strength being the efflorescence that makes me grow. All I want is to be with you. Grasp what we feel and run with it. There is a celestial reason we aligned. If it’s god ,earth , nature or spirits I am not at liberty to question. It is quintessential for you to acknowledge that since your heart beat is in my hands my life is based on worshiping and protecting this vital life source You are my life source my Inspiration my voyage my entrance to a magical realm We have yet to experience a unknown charter that a invisible guide will lead us to but fingers clasped I want to pace and follow this path along side with you Marcelo without you with out us we could never step on to this plateau and find what is abounding before us. There are not enough words to say how much I love you . Just know I do You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, intelligent, talented, kind-hearted, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring, loving, passionate, pretty and an incredibly sexy woman with a Good Heart, I have ever met and i ‘m glad that everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart and the great distance that separates us. It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence just so soon.

nous avons été touchés par la passion et l’amour. tu es mon nouveau monde. Je vais le parcourir avec vous dans mon coeur we were touched by passion and love. you are my new world. I will go through it with you in my heart Love makes you write poetry for hours Love makes u dream Love makes u feel

Those who you meet that are bad are a experience, those you meet who are kind are a lesson. If someone loves us we love them if someone holds a prejudice its there problem. Awal

What an amazing experiance to share with my son, while in Portland Oregon my son and I decided we should try to do something new   and found an all ages night club.  The  club is named No Escape, and is run by the LGBT community. The doors opened at 11:00 p.m. and closes at 4:am. All the teens were friendly, I went to the restroom and when I came out my son had befriended four others. There were two dance floors and good dance music, with whimsical club lights and great seating and lounge areas. It didn’t matter if you were 14 or 60 all that mattered was dancing and talking. Very non judgemental crowd and extremely welcoming, well at 2:am the true fun began.  The LGBT community put on a drag queen show. I heard all sorts of comments. Some of the teens didn’t know what was going on and ran around as if the club was on fire, others screamed that the hot girl they were looking at all night was a transgender but most just enjoyed the show. My son was amazed at how beautiful some of the queens were. He lined up with several other teens and tiped the performers. The music was showy the costumes seemed to light up the floor along with the theatrical smoke and colored lights. What a fun night and experiance to share.  My son keeps in contact with the friends he met that night, and they all say I was a cool mom for dancing with them. I say they are the cool ones for excepting me, and enviting me to dance with them all. I would like to send out a Huge THANK YOU, to the LGBT community for providing such a positive outlet for these kids. It’s not just dancing and a drag show it is a lesson in diversity and exceptance. What a night. 

Lisa

Fences are built around homes for privacy, conversations are had in the absence of others to keep the words exchanged clandestine.  Edward Snowden stated that “ Privacy is the right to the self, without it humans lose the ability to make mistakes”. Is this the reason why  Edward Snowden went to the public with information concerning the abuse of our civil liberties and human rights? He didn’t merely tell the world about illegal phone, computer, cell phone and photographic programs that are used by the government without legal precedent he actually supplied the evidence.

Thomas Drake took legal action to provide us with similar information as Snowden but was chastised as a whistle blower a tattle tale. He was fired from his job and brought up on charges of espionage, these charges had no merit and were dropped. He tried to legally supply the American people and other authorities with the proof. He was shut down and ostracized. ‘ If you want perfect security, you have to give up all liberty and freedom’ Thomas Drake. If Snowden were to take his observations of illegal corruption through the same legal path as Drake the public wouldn’t know his name. Thomas had higher security access as a supervisor and still faced prosecution publically and legally.

Edward Snowden took the risk of exposing illegal surveillance before the world and sacrificed his own existence. He illegally provided the exhibits of proof to indicate the facts. Would the mass majority believe a NSA program specialist , private contracter and systems analyst without evidence? Even with the documents Edward Snowden was exiled from the U.S.A. and if ever returns he will face similar and more extreme charges than Thomas Drake.  Our  U.S. constitution has laws in place to protect it.  When those laws are bypassed we have a right to know, well now we do. Our right to build fences or talk in seclusion is human, civil, constitutional and manmade, the exposure of this

privacy being jeopardized is real, unconstitutional and manmade  the proof has been laid out before our eyes and Edward Snowed was the sacrifice to place it there. If you  enjoy your computer, telephone or cell phone use and don’t want others watching or listening  then read the facts, ask questions and use your rights as a citizen ‘ Without free speech we have nothing to say, don’t be silent”  Edward Snowden.

So while in a relationship someone tells you they are shallow, I say if your as shallow as a kiddy pool and know how to swim you will drown others. Red flags fly, sirens ring loud, and the alarm is on repeat.  I am watching someone I love, learn about relationships, life, hurt, betrayal.  I figure one has to live thru it to learn from it. I warn him, I identify the forseen however, my caution flags go unseen, to be 18.

In life things are seasonal, sometimes its the same mistakes, the same people that you encounter or a similar experience,  but they come around in Spring, Winter or Summer, almost as a reminder that things change yet, they don’t.  One’s life is still their own, same race course or same path followed with the the same angels, spirits or demons controling the steering wheel. It is how you hold on, leap, decide or except what is ahead of you that matters. Personally, I greet open heartily while others wonder why me?  I say except the course, follow the steps or win the race, break the rules but don’t blame the season, welcome it and change with it, be thankful of the reminders, the fimilarity, the recollections, and fight to be who you are or struggle to keep who you’ve become, or even better alter the weather for an alternate year. Seasons change, yet they don’t, I look forward to them, a welcome of uncertainty while I embrace the intimacy.